I dont know if you knew this, but i was doing pretty okay with out you. Thanks for fucking it up. Thanks for storming back into my life. You're a hurricane building from a central, amazingly calm, point to a disaster waiting to happen.
You know, that you ruined my life for a little bit, right? The way you took everything and just shook it up and dumped it out, and the way you gave up on me. The way you fucking left me, for nothing. You left me for nothing, well something. You left me for her word, not even a good friend of yours. You know how bad that seriously sucks. Do you really understand how crushed i was. i put up with so much garabage for so long and then you fucking decided it would all end up being my fault. Yeah, well seriously, Fuck You for that. It was your fault. YOUR FAULT. If i had done something worthy of you hurting me so bad i wouldnt blame the whole damn thing on you. But I didnt, and now I'm going to blame it on you. It was your fault.
I know you're not going to read this, because this stuff isnt important to you, and you dont pay that much attention to me anyway, but i just want to let you know that I could still love you again. Now that you keep bringing it up, and shoving it in my face, I'm going to love you again. I'm going to get hurt agian. Its going to be your fault, and this time, maybe this time i wont forget it so easily. Maybe i wont get hurt, I doubt it. But i'm going to fall in love with you one more time. and maybe, maybe this time I'm wrong.
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