I'm want to stand up. I'm want to let go. You know? No, you don't.

I've been singing today.
A lot of lyrics are sticking in my head right now:
"You're to young for me, but I can keep a secret"
--This is sticking in my head solely due to one person. One person in particular whom I really like. He knows I like him and he's well aware of our age difference
"Somebody wants you. Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night."
-- Again. About the same guy. Well maybe not the same guy. Probably all guys in general. I mean who doesn't want someone to think about them every night before they go to sleep. Do you think about me at night? Do you think about me at all?
"What would you do if I sang out of tune?"
--True story. What would you do if I was wrong? Would you notice? Would you acknowledge? Would you be impressed if I changed, If i was different?
"And that's when I decided to break it"
-- You can't measure how over it I am. It's not possible. I want to just break. I want to just say fuck you. But I think you are worth my time. Worthy of my heart. Do you think you are?
"I'll do my best to feel broke down. Give me a minute, A second. I'll wait for you to make a sound"
-- What music am I listening to. Why does every thing bring me back to you?
"Sleep. I need it so bad"
--Enough said.